Things have gotten alittle freaky, me and steve have been hanging out non stop over the past couple of weeks and Im really kinda getting some second thoughts, well some times...
Carli now knows the news that we are dating, and it went better than I thought it would go... taking into consideration that we have been dating for 2 weeks and she didnt know yet!
The things that are starting to kinda weird me out about the "whole steve thing is"...
I NEVER GET TO DO ME STUFF ANY MORE, LIKE HANG OUT WITH MY BUDDYS, AND JUST BE ME
He worrys about every little thing I do, cause he thinks that Im going to cheat on him, and with all my dumb ass party friends...he thinks that im going to cheat on him with them, and they are retarded!
I cant be real with Carli, and you know the sayings, chicks before dicks, im not really obiding by the rule right now!
I am afraid of commitment, you know we arnt really the dating type, we hang out and chill, and its just getting weird! and the whole him calling me his girlfriend is freeking me out...just becuase!
I dont know, everything is weird right now... well my bday is now 4 days away now that its 12:11 I hope that it will be alot of fun cause all my friends will be back from school...Amanda is home and we should go hang out tomarro...im sooo excited, I think that I might actually fly back with her so I can party and be me for a while!
need to go